Well, I'm supposed to be working on my Literature Review but I side-tracked and started reading through a really old blog of mine and tears started to roll unknowingly.

You know reading through those old posts (mostly sad ones about my previous relationship), I came to realise how much I've gained in my current relationship.

Derrick is like the best thing that has ever happened to me, apart from having a group of wonderful friends of course.

He's always so forgiving, tolerant and funny and annoyingly cute, I feel like I am such a horrible girlfriend. I don't know how I should put it, but he's amazing. Look at us, look how much we have grown over the past year. Certainly, there are times when we fight and then I become really depressed but those days were never too long.

You know I once imagined my life without him, the conclusion was, I'd never last a day and probably beg him to take me back. What a loser right! But I love that guy, I really do.

All the times we spent just at home watching a movie, cooking together and playing PS2, they are such small little moments but I really enjoy all these with him. I was never a games person, but when we do play games he always tried to include me by playing games that I could win him in (i.e. Wii Bowling and Tekken). And we always have this agreement of him cooking and me washing after, but he will always end up doing both.

Sometimes being at home alone is such a torture, and I will always go over because his house is always so happening and full of laughter that makes me want to stay there forever. His mom and sister are such wonderful people and always took great care of me. Even without him at home, I get along really well with his family, and everything always seem less stressful with them around.

Ever since he got his license, he will occasionally drive me out at night for surprise night walks or spring me with food whenever I'm working hard. He drives me to school/work whenever he could and will always offer to bring me back when I ended late. He even drives my friends back after a late night out. I mean, how sweet is that!

I am really fortunate to have met him. When we were friends, everyone told me I'd always end up together with him and they were right. I regretted not listening to them sooner so that I could enjoy that few years more of happiness and sweetness.

Hey Derrick, you are probably shocked that I wrote this post and then you'll text or call to say "see I told you I'm such a great guy".

I know that you love me a lot and I would like say in return, I love you as much even though your hair looks terrible now, so please stop fretting over it. You know I love you for the person you are and I am afraid of losing you just as much as you are afraid of losing me. And this is what makes our relationship so precious, because we cherish each other so much. (*Winks)

So yupp (popping the 'p'), he's pretty upset cause of the drastic change in his hairstyle, so this post is just to cheer him up. :)

I love you baby!


Love,
Christianna.