Hi

I don't know if I should be thankful that my heart is no longer feeling pain, or that I am no longer pinning any hopes.

After a whole afternoon of crying, drinking and sleeping, I guess I feel much better now, just that my heart is empty. It's like there is nothing inside anymore, no feelings, no hurt, no happiness, but filled with nothingness.

Honestly, it feels as if I have lost myself, to someone so far away that I can never get it back.

I don't know what I am living for anymore, this emptiness is slowly killing me.



Love,
Christianna.